I can’t hide here, in my centers flux of score. It’s a shame As it envelopes me And ruptures me to my livid core And I have the audacity to deny it This is how the soul would bleed Beating it senseless and clawing my eyes out. In this deception, I feel no better, and give up Give up and let go now, this is your tiding, the memory it's seeding, yet fleeting and dying, and some say. No god nor needle can calm me, Just Bane out, what little is left within me. These ephemeral motives, they flux in there score And all of a sudden I’ve lost you again Oh and in these split spans of ecstasy, I pave some fluid entropy How dare you Scream and cry This is your time to Rise Out of your core And live your Life Again I flux the motive, become something livid in turn, fluctuations in my dedication, to spit all over what I have learned Again I flux the motive, become something livid in turn, these dry dilutions dull the memory from what I truly want and yearn All I remember is the monster A blunt razor to the skin All fact considers it's not a regret I cannot feel for fucking hells sake, all I do is I struggle, grow and take, I burn, and I belittle and I curse at the core, In a meat vessel I don’t know whose this mind is Beating it senseless, and clawing my eyes out. In my deception, I feel no better, and give up Give up and let go now, this is my tiding, the memory is seeding, yet fleeting and dying and some say. No god nor needle can calm me, Just bane out this psycho-serendipity Wake up, Patty. Act me out a play to coin her fame Tell me, Charlie, about the time you lit her up insane It fluxes at core And all of a sudden I’ve lost you again And in these split spans of ecstasy, I pave some fluid entropy How dare you Scream and cry When this is your time to Rise Out of your core And live your Life The memories, an effigy of everything I was A sable eyed spectacle to everything before this cold de facto reason I choosing to abhor Yet here I am away away away away away away having a whale of a time making fables my crime altercate all the recollect found to break the binds out and away from my finds I'll be counting the time betwixt the serendipitous moment now, so fine I'm licking the wounds not mine And killing daemons I'm fine Though I can’t tell for the faintest what’s a figment of mind So give me a moment of your time I tell you how the equine dies The end comes for us all, so stick around kids My Memories are effigies of the deaden and gone but what if a core I'm goddam broken Am i but me Is this mine well not to point fingers with whim less wit but, The finger it fits when pointed at it, easy to miss the rose tint gas lit, as wasting my time keeping black mirrors in mind, when the mind that is mine is in steady decline Hold on, sit tight, never give up, as all comes around in the end It's all a lie Who am I It's all a lie Who am I If its all a lie Who am i Who am i Why Let Go When it all fades out Fades out Fades out Fades out

Restless seeding more demanding Helping hinder understanding In the end its all the same, I’m killing in my fathers name More or less this sobriquet a shifting word to regulate the heighten highs that one can feel filled to brim with pious zeal Restless seeding more demanding Helping hinder understanding In the end its all the same, I’m killing in my fathers name This nihilist, soft sadistic Charming groovy, human basic seen a way to kill it all Become the fathers perfect thrall

As i betray the midlines Alter my meridians Reach from this dead and hopeless To wallow in my oblivion I know As i feed illusion Alter my perceptions I can't shake this Morbid feeling that Consummates my deceptions I know I’m your valgus now Intruding bone and limb I'm gonna crawl on round Splinter cut your skin Oh no i'm dreaming While i'm awake In place of screaming For all the faces that i've Loved and lost And inside The sweetness of surrogates It holds tight The affluence of arrogance Broadside The pain that did reign livid Now heed my Catalyst for evolution I’m your valgus now Intruding bone and limb I'm gonna crawl on round Splinter cut your skin Nightmare of narcolepsy Such a pitiful irony Nothing to quite say So i scream silently Silently As i betray the midlines Alter my meridians I can't shake this Morbid feeling and Wallow in my oblivion This breaching valgus out of hand Killing gods and making stands Helping me feel more arrogant And helping me to understand now What is right What is wrong What is weak What is gone What is mine What is strong Why the Hell's the Pain not Gone I’m your valgus now Intruding bone and limb I'm gonna crawl on round Splinter cut your skin Nightmare of narcolepsy Such a pitiful irony Nothing to quite say So i scream silently Hold me up To let me down Tell me why your so profound With your “life we have it means so much” The arrogant bullshit ensues in such that i Moderate in modicums camus son Cause the existential crisis it never subsides And all i have left to supersede me Is on the Inside Inside Inside Inside Can't you see that i'm bitter of the better man, envious of the latter to the deaded end, couldn't see that they told me of the upper hand, the ubermench may be viewed as a mad man. Come on back for the encore of the century and Cut my skin You Be my Existential madness Cut my skin like the shylock you Fucking are Upheave my, vaudevillian veil vulnerable to the venerable victims visage This valgus Cuts like a rending saw Help me now to Moderate in modicums camus' son By George they can't all be Zingers can they Oh well Help me now to Moderate in modicums camus' son Come take a seat take a load off your mind as this wholesome dead view is a great way to find your WIDE EYED FORSAKEN to die just like you were born it's so crushing yet uplifting yet i'm yearning for more could you hold me like a razor cut my skin valgus bone the madness is gripping and pulling and chipping and cutting me up in the fray and if you could not then you couldn’t be better that all that I have left to say to your face suck me down this feeling so profound its like velvet in my blood but I’m so very angry all the time burn it all down burn it all down burn it all down burn it all down Is it all real Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone Lacerate my old valgus bone

A shadow crawls Across my flaw And the garden lights Beat to the seconds Seconds I waste Lying awake To the tune of Twenty Forty Twenty Forty Sixty Oh No, Oh No, Oh No It all goes Oh No, Oh No, Oh No It all goes away A black crawler Long legged Caresses my spine To eat at my flesh With white tailed traits And all I try to do is sleep But I But i can’t To the tune of Twenty Forty Twenty Forty Sixty Nothing haunts more than this lying grace as its meaning so why give chase I’m too weak to wear these coined-on-eyes The time we have it skews in mind And fleets away with every passing line Confused With the dilution That we may That we may Live forever To the tune of Twenty Forty Twenty Forty Sixty Now! Oh no, Oh no, Oh no, Oh oh Oh no, Oh no, Oh no, Oh oh Oh no, Oh no, Oh no, Oh oh Oh no, Oh no, Oh no, Oh No! It’s true what they say Father knows best It’s true what they say Eighty years left

Good evening passengers, This is not your captain speaking As I saw him jump As he changed his mind about joining all the formally dressed bodies Deep underground But I’ll try my best To keep this sinking afloat Now don’t get me wrong There’s no healing in feeding this non-medical In habitual ritual of lacking sleep Good natural sleep These salt winds sting my eyes as a pull this ship with pride and fail in every way so Maybe its my time To fall prey to overanalyses Yet litigate my insufficiency’s To step out the somniferous man and become the Manic zealot whose all round jealous of the man he intends to be these winds grow cold As the tepid night grows old And yet I cant walk away from this It hurts But I cannot walk away To fall prey to this over analysis yet litigate my insufficiencies to step out the somniferous man and become the man holding on to every sight within a song not yet his I am the initiate, to the great foul burden Proud and arrogant, to divulge the great eternity I feel my gut, stage its mutiny, it hurts Yet I cannot walk away. Oh no, I cant walk away Oh no, I cant walk away Oh no, I cant walk away Oh no, I cant walk away I’ll sail set sail, sail away from this, the course mundane, be more caution less, It all the same, when you sail in strain Avail, ave, to my age of strife, a generous serve, to upset my mind, and sail away to a better day I’ll sail set sail, sail away from this, the course mundane, be more caution less, It all the same, when you sail in strain Avail, ave, to my age of strife, a generous serve, to upset my mind, and sail away to a better day It’s all insane, when we sail the strain Cant walk away As it’s the same The bow begins to break and salt begin to suck, my hands are goddam heavy and my legs are out of luck Its all the same He told me to be happy, he told me to always think, Night it always darker when right when it sinks Pull the ship Gotta pull the ship, gotta keep on moving, gotta pull the ship gotta keep on moving Away Please just let me Please just let me Please just let me Runaway I’ll forsake it all and runaway Consummate the sickening Altercate the Ritalin diet Breakaway the bittering Internal dialog dialog Forge your meaning Of your time and space Cut your ties Don’t hold moralities cancer Do it runaway Give up sanity, runaway Do it runaway Give up sanity, runaway Do it runaway Give up sanity, runaway Do it runaway Give up sanity, runaway Runaway True to this runaway, metamodernist, trails that splay when you face your lies That sicken him, reckon him, like a morbid valgus bone Pull your ship, pull yourself, glory be you muse Its sickening, and reckoning is irony is the only way I can Care About Anything Anymore I’m in pain and I don’t mind (repeat) And I’ll how to live a life so strong How to breathe and let go For a believe I’m the inshallah, but im god, so my own. So moderate in modicums Camus son, its all the same, but you know that you’ve won So moderate in modicums Camus son, its all insane, but you the one You’re the one You’re the one Though we’ve lost mothers and daughters, friends fathers and sons, along the way, It ephemeral at best, and when it comes to your death, will you look in on and be headstrong and ask Do I deserve to be here Where were you when found your heart in you hands, when they left alone and when you couldn’t stand, on you own pulling you ship through the sand Where were you, will you walk on out Where you, when it came about Where were you, when you were full of doubt Where were you when your all fell apart, were you present, was it yours. In my auspicious rage and my unsightly accord, I’m and insufficient all derange al all insane, but it was mine for just one moment Where were you when your life fell apart, were you present, do you learn Its how we live. Not how we die Not how we feel But how we walk on to fuel the zeal to be the better man and let hinder help understand you were broken at the seams as it seems don’t go, hold on let it as it fades away, as you know it’s just a dream Gotta be the better man and let it hinder to understand, you were broken at the seam, as it seems Where were you when you life fell apart, where you there when it counted and learned Its how we live

Fructified a white, rose of basilica Roam these halls of ivy and whore my ears Monogamist with a higher education To find my vocation and hold it dear So you can fuck the little followers too Indoctrinate them, we'll start a new And we find the broken caller hands outstretched to question why? he stand corrupt before these hunters, To hope they sing To hope they sing "Say? Why won't you die" Haemorrhage the hegemony of the hunters Eviscerate the acceptance that culls them blind But what am i but a sum of my values Psalm 23 gonna eat these lambs And here it comes, the all stamping censor You take my body, I’ll martyr in time And we find the broken caller hands outstretched to question why? he stand corrupt before these hunters, To hope they sing "Die! Why won't you die" I’ll Become the blood inside And get her back in turn A downward spiral comes Segregate the masses Sheep and Shepard lords Breaking from what tasked us She left you in your sleep But you’re no longer weak I am not a sheep I will not bleat I am not a sheep I will not bleat I am not a sheep I will not bleat Eviscerate