I can’t hide here, in my centers flux of score.

It’s a shame

As it envelopes me

And ruptures me to my livid core

And I have the audacity to deny it

This is how the soul would bleed



Beating it senseless and clawing my eyes out.

In this deception, I feel no better, and give up

Give up and let go now, this is your tiding, the memory it's seeding, yet fleeting and dying, and some say.

No god nor needle can calm me,

Just Bane out, what little is left within me.



These ephemeral motives, they flux in there score

And all of a sudden

I’ve lost you again



Oh and in these split spans of ecstasy, I pave some fluid entropy

How dare you

Scream and cry

This is your time to

Rise

Out of your core

And live your

Life



Again I flux the motive, become something livid in turn, fluctuations in my dedication, to spit all over what I have learned

Again I flux the motive, become something livid in turn, these dry dilutions dull the memory from what I truly want and yearn



All I remember is the monster

A blunt razor to the skin

All fact considers it's not a regret

I cannot feel for fucking hells sake, all I do is I struggle, grow and take, I burn, and I belittle and I curse at the core,

In a meat vessel I don’t know whose this mind is



Beating it senseless, and clawing my eyes out.

In my deception, I feel no better, and give up

Give up and let go now, this is my tiding, the memory is seeding, yet fleeting and dying and some say.

No god nor needle can calm me,

Just bane out this psycho-serendipity

Wake up, Patty. Act me out a play to coin her fame

Tell me, Charlie, about the time you lit her up insane





It fluxes at core

And all of a sudden

I’ve lost you again



And in these split spans of ecstasy, I pave some fluid entropy

How dare you

Scream and cry

When this is your time to

Rise

Out of your core

And live your

Life



The memories, an effigy of everything I was
A sable eyed spectacle to everything before
this cold de facto reason I choosing to abhor
Yet here I am away away away away away away

having a whale of a time
making fables my crime
altercate all the recollect found to break the binds
out and away from my finds
I'll be counting the time
betwixt the serendipitous moment now, so fine

I'm licking the wounds not mine

And killing daemons I'm fine

Though I can’t tell for the faintest what’s a figment of mind

So give me a moment of your time

I tell you how the equine dies

The end comes for us all, so stick around kids



My Memories are effigies of the deaden and gone
but what if a core
I'm goddam broken
Am i but me
Is this mine
well not to point fingers with whim less wit but,
The finger it fits when pointed at it, easy to miss the rose tint gas lit, as wasting my time keeping black mirrors in mind, when the mind that is mine is in steady decline
Hold on, sit tight, never give up, as all comes around in the end
It's all a lie

Who am I
It's all a lie
Who am I
If its all a lie
Who am i
Who am i

Why
Let
Go
When it all fades out

Fades out
Fades out
Fades out